I really dunno what to say to you.

All i can do is classify ways you do to make my day:
(in increasing effectiveness)
1. Talking to you
2. Your Smile
3. Your Laugh
4. Your Eye Contact
[do the pupils dilate actually or expand? bio bio.]

I guess i try to understand you.
and i get really close to doing so, but JUST miss the mark. Slightly.
cos you girl mah ;)

why are you so similar to me, and differently similar?
Would you continue to try to understand me?
And be a friend?

i'll continue to support you, till the end.
simply because the problems you now face,
i've faced them before.
and trust me when i really say i've conquered academic stress.

and yes, i appreciate and respect you supporting your boyfriend, and loving him,
and know his importance to you.
if anything i really thought that you should help him in his work,
and am glad you have.
and i do NOT (and never did) have any ounce of jealousy at all.


The below details what i wish to say to you:
:)
thanks jess for being a friend.
oh, and i have a love-hate r/ship with my name
therefore, don't be surprised if i don't address you by my name.

and pls pls work hard for the a-levels.
(everyone's is locked in a senseless fight of marginal significance.)

 

I really like school now.
It's so fun, and it's so funny.
and i need to bury myself and be consumed in/consume books
RIGHT NOW.

MEOW:)

 

and a chinese occasion allows me to er. be funny and me.

5.5 standard drinks
(key: 1. let oxygen flow into the brain by yawning
2. maintain your heart rate around your resting heart rate
3. dilute drink (water please)
4. moderate (ie/ don't get crazy and drink 10! standard drinks).)

lol some flamboyant flamenco male guitarists came,and i sang
'I'm Yours' with the lead singer. (er. Jason Mraz)

I am freaking not going to post the video (but it may enter facebook or sth),
but it was DARN FUNNY,
and i brought the house down.

IT WAS A TOTAL SUCCESS.
i have a music talent that i used to raise the atmosphere :)

haha.
i feel super happy now. :)

 

What with XX and XY chromosomes sparking off,
testosterone and oxytocin levels at an all-time high,
alevels around the corner.

One can't help but notice that school life has become so vibrant.

Love is a beautiful thing.
And no one should disrupt a r/ship.
Even if it means going to the extent of dying (figurative, pls don't die),
i strongly feel against stealing r/ships
Its like you're a robber.

:)
no more exams for 40 days.
phew:)

 

where X is the start and Y marks the end.
of exams really.

the past 2 weeks have been mentally tiring for me.
because of
(1)arguments with parents
(2)emotional volatility (rmb i'm highly sensitive, and react emotionally to everything)
(3)exam. not stress, just the pressure to deliver.

yup, :)
CHURCHie....

 

i just solved a proof-like qn. super cool. pareto optimality achieved.
god reigns. shortest post ever.

 

Too chim piano techniques were explained in the yong siew toh piano masterclass by aries caces today.
He went like: dynamic indications are relative rather than absolute.
And the left hand plays a completely diff tune at a diff dynamic as the right hand.

i was awed, in the full sense of the word.

 

Just thought the lyrics are really meaningful. very good leh, inside the video got lyrics liao.


er., as to its relevance.
errrrr... maybe it relates to someone. or something. or somewhere. somewhat.
go figure.

but seriously. i think relationships are overrated nowadays.
esp it is supposed to be a norm between male and female to be a couple.
What happened to good ol' friendships?

oh and that said i really think i lost my primary school friend.
we just drifted off.
oh and i've made a friendship.
you're a great person, really.
i could write a whole essay about this.

barnard said something really deep today, like:
"Well when you grow old and look back into the past,
you realised the people you dated are ones you hate now.

there comes a point in your life where you just rationalise romantic feelings."
perhaps its the maturing process?

noooo...gp in 1 week.

 

Ok I'm going to rant now.
Its very unfair to me, the name thingy.
Cos my name is unisex BUT
check this out:

A Jess is a person who is generous, talented and kindly. The name itself means "wealthy", and this is true, as a jess will always be rich in spirit and personality. Also used by some kids to mean "awesome".

this is the ONLY FAIR definition of my name. I like:)
not like those below.
[all definitions are lifted from urbandictionary.com]
3.

???
an extremely beautiful ?*girl*? who is the nicest, funniest, and all around most awesome person ever
I wish i could hang out with Jess right now...
???

4.

The meaning of awesomeness.
utterly *beautiful* and a amazing friend.

???She will make you laugh and giggle.
Shes too cool for pants.

or skirts.

if you ask her to pull her skirt down she will refuse.

Maths expert.
???

NOOOOO.


oh my OWN definition of jess:
to fool around in a humorous manner, engage in social banter.
[jess around]

y'know sometimes i should be more open on my blog.

i haven't recalled an occasion in which i had to be hollered at to get my attention. especially since guys should act nice around girls.

but then again, i am leaving out a large part of info that will make me seem utterly (insert non-complimentary adjective).

for the record, it isn't typical of me to ignore people.
i'm sorry that my attention got diverted momentarily. And I apologise.

At least i did cause some laughter among the crowd. :)

Labels: definition, friends, name

 

church.
pst kong's birthday.
5 girls in my cell took picture with him.
hysterical screams after that.
(i often wonder, should i assert my authority as the most senior member of my own cell group and tell them off?)
SUGGESTIONS ARE WELCOME :)
nah its just typical female enthusiasm. can understand.

library book sale. fine and cool until i realised i needed to lug the books home through the whole MRT system (fr Expo to Clementi).

running in light rain.
haha the sun came out halfway.

i miss my theoretical posts alr.
but nothing to post abt theory lehz.