c'mon, i'm not going to smoke, very unlikely would drink, will avoid watching violent and pointless m18 movies...
whats the point of being 18???

HAHA. i'd rather be 17.99.

This test occupied much of my time today.
I really agree with:
"High-functioning FOURs are able to renew and regenerate themselves again and again, transforming even their most painful experiences into something beautiful and meaningful that others can benefit from as well. They have a deep sense of "allowing", and are able to hold even the most painful feelings with compassion and sensitivity--whether their own or someone else's."

Does anyone want to guess what my "most painful experiences" are???
:)
oh here are what the numbers mean:
ONE: Reformer
TWO: Helper
THREE: Achiever
FOUR: Individualist
FIVE: Investigator
SIX: Loyalist
SEVEN: Enthusiast
EIGHT: Challenger
NINE: Peacemaker

i've got a theory that most councillors are EIGHT.
google riso-hudson enneagram type indicator for more.
its super accurate.

 

The first 2 (and probably last 2) basketball matches i've ever watched.
haha. i'm a sports noob.
enough said.
spectacular wins for boys and equally for girls.
nail-biting, but clearly hci was leading all the way.

"Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a mistake"
desperately trying to master chopin's fantaisie-impromptu Op. 66.

 

this is lifted off my June 07 post.
quite humorous...
"
Jess is a great name but commonly misconceptualised as a female NAME.
Grrr....
(i told felix that if my jc1 class enrolment has a jessica in the class list.
I WILL SWITCH CLASSES...i dun care man. whether gd./bad. subject combi oso never mind..)
"

erm. i wonder whether i'll do that in university. HAHA
most likely not, cos i haven't met a nasty jess before.
i would like to think that jesses are nice.

 

Edited stuff on the sidebar.
Hey someone in school should REALLY surprise me by calling me Jiahao sometime.
I am SERIOUSLY srsly sick of constantly hearing my christian name. Not that it isn't a nice name.
A problem with jess is that you often hear people pronouncing things like "just" or "yes" and stuff like that and turn to see no one calling you. Can get irritating.
This blog has survived my non-Christian days. Its long, huh.
i should have posts slamming random organisations sometime. The first would probably be MOE, then MINDEF, then everything in between.
Don't slam MHA or ISD else you will die.
avril lavigne's lyrics are very violent.

my final point: I don't like Proof cos of the arbitrary, unjustified use of f words.
:)

 

Censored an earlier post (this is the 2nd time.)

all i have to say is:
1) someone has apologised to me too many times. which may well have the opposite effect, since this person is not at fault anyway.
2) i have grown up from this experience.
3) actually it was kind of a nice journey.

We always expect things to work out the way we want them to, but this is not heaven.
Being satisfied with whatever we have is good enough.

ah well. a super direct post has become filled with philosophical nonsense again.
typical me.

moving on,

 

Insinuations about Isaac are generally untrue.
okay isaac? i'm just not that into you.
Let me clarify the krystle sms.
I said: "Isaac's quite buff what. Maybe that's cos he wears overly tight shirts".
I DID NOT say any other stuff.

did something stupid about the secondary reason thing.
HAHA i just made it up on the spot.
and they only sang 1 worship song in church. :(
i want 2. :) (petulant)

i didn't know what was coming into me when i told the subway server (or "sandwich artist") "avoid the olives". proceeding which, olives were added.
must not use archaic english next time.


i must qualify the process of me blogging.
I exercise strict control over what goes on my blog, and therefore, many thoughts that i have are either
(a) censored,
(b) banned,
(c) regarded as irrelevant,
(d) regarded as controversial,
(e) regarded as embarrassing,
(f) regarded as inadmissable.

I have been exercising an incredibly high degree of censorship for all posts since 2009.

therefore, i'm (maybe not so) sorry to say, what thoughts actually go on here are the tip of the iceberg.

 

Ever had times whereby lyrics just run through your head, and you are almost awake?
and the lyrics are so beautiful, you reach for a pen, then finally your conscious kicks in, and you physically wake up and grab a pen to write?

well, this unconscious lyrics thingy has happened to me like twice and today its happened again. :)
i managed to rmb nicely 1 line (about 6 lines went thru my brain b4 i awoke) and wrote a nice song.

will make it into a full composition.
i'm really amused at the content of the song.

 

Jess wants to be free from his thoughts.
and feelings. that would be awesome.
yup.

 

Realised today that there is a primary important difference in how a male and female function with regards to love.
I simply must post this cos its so...relevant. (i shall not go into the relevance bit, read between the lines...literally)

The male uses the brain stem to process feelings of affection. Its the part that controls eating, sleeping, and basic daily activities. This explains why males are more prone to committing offences of an er. intimate nature.
k on to females. Females use the limbic system, not in the picture but just around the centre of the brain. This area regulates emotions and feelings.

The conclusion: Males are fickle, by nature. Its that simple.
A reason why females>males.
ps. Solution: Rid yourself of testosterone, and become a walking zombie. Right, there is no way to get out of this wiring of the brain.

 

I have officially decided to give up my glorious no-photo blog and replace it with a photoed one. next up, having classical soundtracks on my blog featuring my friend...
the piano!!! haha who did you think my friend was.
it is my firm belief that the average person does not listen to enough classical music, hence my humble efforts to redress the imbalance.

ok thats for tmr.

Just wikied my name:
Jess may refer to:

* Jess programming language
* Jess Mariano, a character in the Gilmore Girls universe
* Jess Collins (1923 - 2004), American visual artist
* Eoin Jess (born 1970), Scottish footballer
* Marilyn Jess (born 1959), French porn actress
* Jess, an 1887 novel by Henry Rider Haggard
* Jess the cat, a character in the Postman Pat universe
* Jess, the alias of Jean Sebastien Gerard (born 1970), French Atari ST composer
didn't know i was a programming language. and a porn actress.
at least Eoin Jess is a guy.
Jess is listed as a variation of Jessica.

my name is screwed in a nice way :)

boredom must be enveloping me, wikipediaing such things.

oh did I mention the actors/singers i like?
Jessica Simpson is super awesome.
HAHA. but really.
jessica alba is too flirty, for want of a better word.
Jesse McCartney. never heard of him until today.
reserve my comments for later.